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MY SON [May. 20th, 2006|09:31 pm]
Janet
My son was born in sept he is now almost 8mths . He is my pride and joy he weighs 15.3 lbs and is 25inchs long. He is my everything I am seperated from my husband my choice not his. So I had too go back too work sooner then I wanted too I hate leaveing him with a babysiter even though I know he is being taken very good care of. I just hate it too leave him !!!
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i am still alive [May. 20th, 2006|08:34 pm]
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[mood |crazycrazy]

hi peps I am still alive I think
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still here [Jul. 21st, 2005|01:42 am]
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[mood |blahblah]

well i am still here i think don't wanna be but i am
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down in the dumps [Jul. 6th, 2005|09:52 am]
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[mood |depresseddepressed]

well i am almost 7mths i can't wait untill he is here but then i can i am so scared that i won't be a good MOTHER! I am so depressed but i try too hide it but anymore its getting harder too hide it . I go to my moms and they say you don't smile much anymore but when i do smile nobody sees it I know my life is very complicated right now but it will always will be as long as i let it. Nobody nows how i feel about things I have become too hide mt feelings when i can that is ( stupid hormones). I always told myself that when or if i ever got pregno that i would quit smoking but i am so stressed out that i seem to not be able to do it ya i know its not good on the baby but what do i do ? I am lost in my head and i just don't know what to do! I know i need to do something but i want too talk to my doc alone but my hubby has too go to every app its like i am a baby and need a chaperon for everything i do. my mom always has told me that i married a guy like my father but hubby is nothing like my father at all but nobody can see that it seems like its only me that sees it!!
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my life [Jun. 21st, 2005|02:22 pm]
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[mood |frustratedfrustrated]

I hate it why can't anything go right!!

I WANT TO RUNAWAY BUT TOO WHERE WOULD I GO!!!
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baby [Jun. 20th, 2005|08:13 am]
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[mood |cheerfulcheerful]

we went to the doc too get a check up last weak and a special sanograhm if that is how you spell it anyway,they said the baby looks great and has both kidneys and is very healthy, it was funny they was trying too get his face pic and he was not going to let them he kept putting his hands up in front of his face it was funny. They said that i need too gain weight but cheez i am trying i just don't have much of a appetite. they said if i go into preterm labor at 35 weaks that they will probly let me go because they are afraid that with me having diabetes that the baby might be really big . I am 6months today 3months togo I can't wait too see this little one and see he who he looks like.I am going back every 2two weaks now just because of my blood sugar plus he has me on meds for it i hope i can get off of them after the baby is born i am not good at taking meds at all .
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the baby [Jun. 2nd, 2005|09:27 pm]
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[mood |ecstaticSO EXCITED]

well we went to the doctors yesterday and we got to hear the baby heart beat it was really fast and strong we asked the doc a few ? and he answered them like a doc should then we asked about another peep at him too make sure it was a boy and he snuck us into the sano room. the nurse put the thingy on my belly and there it was it was in fact a boy rick says that our boy is going to be a little shower he had his legs apart and looked like he was flashing us like here it is my little turtle. the nurse took a pic but it was not a good one if she would of got it right off the bat it would of been great one. we have too go back june 15 for a special sano too make sure he has all his organs because i only have one kidney so hopefully we can tape it and get some really good pics of him. the more i feel him move and kick which i felt for the first time last thursday he bounced my hand really good on my belly. I have 4months to go and i am getting more and more excited I FINALLY GET TO BE A MOM!!!
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great weakend [May. 23rd, 2005|09:50 am]
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[mood |cheerfulcheerful]

I had agreat weakend went garage saling with a friend and her kids then we took them too the park. They loved the park but what kids don't. anyway was a GREAT WEAKEND
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x marks the boy [May. 18th, 2005|11:30 am]
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heres another pic [May. 18th, 2005|11:30 am]
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